July 9, 2009

Even though it is a gloomy morning it looks like it will be a good day. We are going camping tommorrow til Sunday. Hopefully the weather is nice. It will be exciting especially with the two year old. My older one is so excited she wants to bring her whole room with us. Today I have to organize and pack everything. The campground is in Salem, CT. Its called Witch Meadow Lake. Sounds fun and exciting. I have to say even though I am unemployed I am enjoying this time off. I do have to get back to work. I really would love to work at Carters in Shelton. It is so close to home. I sometimes think I need to switch fields, but I love my field alot. For now I think I will hang in there. I need to visualize that I am working at Carters and it will come true. At this time I will enjoy the summer with the kids, but actively look for work. Even if Carters does not work out, I know I will be working as a graphic designer, close to home for a magazine. Word of the day is MOTIVATION-I am motivated, and motivated people help me to improve my finances.

July 7, 2009

Today is my husbands birthday. He turned 37. When you think about it time really does go by quick. I remember when we got together. Before we know we will both be 40. I feel like I did not accomplish what I wanted to accomplish, like owning my own ad agency. The way the economy is now though, who knows if I the company would have made it through this hard economy. Enough dwelling on the past. I how ever like my life the way it is now. I have two beautiful girls. I cant ask for any better. I vow to be positive the rest of my life, or at least try to. So I will start now by saying. I am so grateful and thankful that I am surrounded by beauty, such as the roses I have in my yard, my beautiful girls, the abundance of money, we are able to make our mortgage payment every month, ect....

Well time to logg off, will blog later.